Today is my off day, from yesterday till today afternoon i really cannot plan any thing at all as i had bought what ever i need the day before, so i dun really feel like shopping.. Untill in the afternoon i read a book < Fresh fire Fresh wind> it remind of me a patient who is in a ill situation, she is YeeSehPoi, an old lady.
i know her since last christmas, she transfer from Australia hospital. stay in our wad more than a month, was discharged before new year.. i do love her because she is soft and her daughter Jamie is very nice and sweet. she remember all staff's name and she will give thanks if we do any procedure on her mum..
i went in her room and pray for her before she discharged. she gave me an angpow even i refused.. i still remember how she hold my hand and dun let go as i not yet take the angpow, haha..
2days ago, i went and see her with Aida, she looks lethargy and sleepy, she was in pain so the analgesic had increased.. that is why she feel sleepy all the time.. the physiotherapy was only doing some passive exercises also she can not tahan.. i feel so sad...
Today, spiritual feel that if i am not going i will really feel bad and might be regret about it, so i went and see her in the evening.. i bring a CD for her as well..
By the time i reach the place, 2 student nurses was inside, wanna to change diaper for her, she looks in pain.. and i do really feel bad for that.. i assist them to change diaper. and she do really in pain, the pain is actually everywhere.. after that, she actually waiting for NG feeding, awaiting the staff nurse to come. By the time Jamie is discussing with the staff about med, i pray for Yee popo.. i cant really wait for them to come again so i do the feeding for her.
after all, she do really feel better and less pain already, so, the sleepy time has come, i think there is no point if i tell about gospel, she definitely will sleep off... so i hope she will listen to the CD, i do really hope she will accept Christ in her life.
May God has mercy. amen.
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