如果说，梦，只是梦而已，不会实现，那么我不要做梦；
如果说，梦，可以有选择，好梦噩梦，我宁愿不要做梦。
既然说，你，不曾喜欢我，我又何苦，在梦里与你相见
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Weikar
有时候，平淡无奇的日子里，收到慧嘉问候的信息，倍感温暖
jen, 你好吗？做什么shift呢？吃了吗？ :)
25/2/2011 6.30pm
心里真的很感动，在这个时候有人在想念你，有这样一个朋友, 姐妹，就够了。感谢主，让我们相遇。Ahkar, thank u for concern , love u
jen, 你好吗？做什么shift呢？吃了吗？ :)
25/2/2011 6.30pm
心里真的很感动，在这个时候有人在想念你，有这样一个朋友, 姐妹，就够了。感谢主，让我们相遇。Ahkar, thank u for concern , love u
Saturday, February 26, 2011
六个梦
他，出现在我梦中6次，我想，在这一生应该不会有人破这纪录吧。。
第一次，他和阿文一起出现，前后两者都分别向我求婚。起来时，我的心好痛好痛，是因为阿文的关系。我曾经告诉过他我梦见他们，他追问，我，我怎么可能告诉他这个梦呢？
后来，第二次，他再次出现在我的梦里， 这次，没有阿文，也是差不多的内容。
第三次，他做我的司机。。 我也忘了他到底载我到哪里。。
第四第五次我不记得了，今天，第六次，开始是先梦见我妹来找我，然后他又出现了，他带我去到一个公园，到底干了什么事啊？让我想想。。我们跟一群的小朋友在玩，真的很开心。。
我问过好多人，但大多数的人都觉得我是日有所思，夜有所梦。。只有阿四姨说，有时梦可以是神的启示，旧约就有这样的例子。埃及和以色列全地饥荒前，上帝就用梦启示埃及王。。
我向上帝祷告说，父，如果他就是你所为孩子预备的，父，不要只是让我单单梦见他，就让事情成就吧！但是，我总觉得他其实不喜欢我。。当他知道我又再次梦见他时，他的信息是这么写道
U think of me too much is it? Stop it la, i can b a nightmare :P yeap, will remember u in prayer. Fear of the Lord comes first.
我有很努力地不要想他，我不想再梦见他，可是，如果做梦是可以控制的话， 我或许就不用烦恼了。我曾经跟自己说过如果梦见他五次，我就要告白，可是那个时候他那个信息让我更加肯定他不喜欢我。我又何苦呢？可是竟然第六个梦出现，而且那么那么地清晰，我想，如果，如果有第九次或第十次， 我就会有行动。
父啊，孩子有这样的想法，你会喜悦吗？
第一次，他和阿文一起出现，前后两者都分别向我求婚。起来时，我的心好痛好痛，是因为阿文的关系。我曾经告诉过他我梦见他们，他追问，我，我怎么可能告诉他这个梦呢？
后来，第二次，他再次出现在我的梦里， 这次，没有阿文，也是差不多的内容。
第三次，他做我的司机。。 我也忘了他到底载我到哪里。。
第四第五次我不记得了，今天，第六次，开始是先梦见我妹来找我，然后他又出现了，他带我去到一个公园，到底干了什么事啊？让我想想。。我们跟一群的小朋友在玩，真的很开心。。
我问过好多人，但大多数的人都觉得我是日有所思，夜有所梦。。只有阿四姨说，有时梦可以是神的启示，旧约就有这样的例子。埃及和以色列全地饥荒前，上帝就用梦启示埃及王。。
我向上帝祷告说，父，如果他就是你所为孩子预备的，父，不要只是让我单单梦见他，就让事情成就吧！但是，我总觉得他其实不喜欢我。。当他知道我又再次梦见他时，他的信息是这么写道
U think of me too much is it? Stop it la, i can b a nightmare :P yeap, will remember u in prayer. Fear of the Lord comes first.
我有很努力地不要想他，我不想再梦见他，可是，如果做梦是可以控制的话， 我或许就不用烦恼了。我曾经跟自己说过如果梦见他五次，我就要告白，可是那个时候他那个信息让我更加肯定他不喜欢我。我又何苦呢？可是竟然第六个梦出现，而且那么那么地清晰，我想，如果，如果有第九次或第十次， 我就会有行动。
父啊，孩子有这样的想法，你会喜悦吗？
26/2/2011 sunny day
Today is my off day, from yesterday till today afternoon i really cannot plan any thing at all as i had bought what ever i need the day before, so i dun really feel like shopping.. Untill in the afternoon i read a book < Fresh fire Fresh wind> it remind of me a patient who is in a ill situation, she is YeeSehPoi, an old lady.
i know her since last christmas, she transfer from Australia hospital. stay in our wad more than a month, was discharged before new year.. i do love her because she is soft and her daughter Jamie is very nice and sweet. she remember all staff's name and she will give thanks if we do any procedure on her mum..
i went in her room and pray for her before she discharged. she gave me an angpow even i refused.. i still remember how she hold my hand and dun let go as i not yet take the angpow, haha..
2days ago, i went and see her with Aida, she looks lethargy and sleepy, she was in pain so the analgesic had increased.. that is why she feel sleepy all the time.. the physiotherapy was only doing some passive exercises also she can not tahan.. i feel so sad...
Today, spiritual feel that if i am not going i will really feel bad and might be regret about it, so i went and see her in the evening.. i bring a CD for her as well..
By the time i reach the place, 2 student nurses was inside, wanna to change diaper for her, she looks in pain.. and i do really feel bad for that.. i assist them to change diaper. and she do really in pain, the pain is actually everywhere.. after that, she actually waiting for NG feeding, awaiting the staff nurse to come. By the time Jamie is discussing with the staff about med, i pray for Yee popo.. i cant really wait for them to come again so i do the feeding for her.
after all, she do really feel better and less pain already, so, the sleepy time has come, i think there is no point if i tell about gospel, she definitely will sleep off... so i hope she will listen to the CD, i do really hope she will accept Christ in her life.
May God has mercy. amen.
i know her since last christmas, she transfer from Australia hospital. stay in our wad more than a month, was discharged before new year.. i do love her because she is soft and her daughter Jamie is very nice and sweet. she remember all staff's name and she will give thanks if we do any procedure on her mum..
i went in her room and pray for her before she discharged. she gave me an angpow even i refused.. i still remember how she hold my hand and dun let go as i not yet take the angpow, haha..
2days ago, i went and see her with Aida, she looks lethargy and sleepy, she was in pain so the analgesic had increased.. that is why she feel sleepy all the time.. the physiotherapy was only doing some passive exercises also she can not tahan.. i feel so sad...
Today, spiritual feel that if i am not going i will really feel bad and might be regret about it, so i went and see her in the evening.. i bring a CD for her as well..
By the time i reach the place, 2 student nurses was inside, wanna to change diaper for her, she looks in pain.. and i do really feel bad for that.. i assist them to change diaper. and she do really in pain, the pain is actually everywhere.. after that, she actually waiting for NG feeding, awaiting the staff nurse to come. By the time Jamie is discussing with the staff about med, i pray for Yee popo.. i cant really wait for them to come again so i do the feeding for her.
after all, she do really feel better and less pain already, so, the sleepy time has come, i think there is no point if i tell about gospel, she definitely will sleep off... so i hope she will listen to the CD, i do really hope she will accept Christ in her life.
May God has mercy. amen.
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